I have so much to give away.
I don't need all this love in my heart.
I don't need all the pretty words in my head.
I don't need the extra space in my car,
Or a cold spot in my bed.
I don't need visions of stars,
With no one to share them with,
And it's stupid as fuck, but.
I want someone so goddamn bad.
I want to be wanted,
And cherished,
And loved, and worshiped.
So I can want,
And love,
And worship in return.
Friday, April 29, 2016
Thursday, April 28, 2016
An Update, and A Reminder.
Well hello gentlefolk.
I hope this update finds you well as I've been doing quite well myself.
Last update I clued you all in that I wasn't doing very well, problems with my mental health and problems with my physical stress. But the hurdles were jumped, the hoops set ablaze, and I came out the triumphant victor.
I quit my retail job because I hated it, and while not having a source of income sucked, it eventually led me to my current profession. I watch kids now (meaning I'm a nanny for hire), how fun. I make good enough money that I'm satisfied for now, I'm already thinking about getting another job on top of it, to help propel myself forward into new and untested waters.
I graduated high school, an anticlimactic event in itself. Perhaps more interesting come May 23rd, as that is the official ceremony date. The math was completed, the hours turned in, and the bell rung. I'm on my way to college now, I've decided to take a summer course. All to help maintain a scholarly mind. To, hopefully, give me better insight on how I'll fare in this new world, as well.
I am wishing you the best, because we must wish the best for one another.
-Vand.
I hope this update finds you well as I've been doing quite well myself.
Last update I clued you all in that I wasn't doing very well, problems with my mental health and problems with my physical stress. But the hurdles were jumped, the hoops set ablaze, and I came out the triumphant victor.
I quit my retail job because I hated it, and while not having a source of income sucked, it eventually led me to my current profession. I watch kids now (meaning I'm a nanny for hire), how fun. I make good enough money that I'm satisfied for now, I'm already thinking about getting another job on top of it, to help propel myself forward into new and untested waters.
I graduated high school, an anticlimactic event in itself. Perhaps more interesting come May 23rd, as that is the official ceremony date. The math was completed, the hours turned in, and the bell rung. I'm on my way to college now, I've decided to take a summer course. All to help maintain a scholarly mind. To, hopefully, give me better insight on how I'll fare in this new world, as well.
I am wishing you the best, because we must wish the best for one another.
-Vand.
Shenanigan
I'm finding my blooming patience a comfort,
Most days people know where to find me.
A set pace, a streetcar rolling down a triumphant hill.
45 miles per hour.
I pulled myself out of the fire,
I bandaged my heart and got back to work.
Bruised knuckles show where I've been most days,
A subtle kind of excitement washes over my crowd.
I've been waiting years for this.
Splitting grins sit where tears once reigned,
I am the ruler now, this is my domain.
Most days people know where to find me.
A set pace, a streetcar rolling down a triumphant hill.
45 miles per hour.
I pulled myself out of the fire,
I bandaged my heart and got back to work.
Bruised knuckles show where I've been most days,
A subtle kind of excitement washes over my crowd.
I've been waiting years for this.
Splitting grins sit where tears once reigned,
I am the ruler now, this is my domain.
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